It is the strangest thing when your dreams are peaceful and the nightmare starts when you wake. Every morning I wake up and my dreams fade into the stark reality that is my present life. I get out of bed and get ready for the day (all the while the anxiety builds) and my stomach doesn't settle down until after I see daddy for the first time. Then I am OK until the last visit of the night when I leave him. Then the nightmare starts again until I finally dose off to my dreams.
At least my dreams are peaceful.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
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We are praying for you and your family.
When are you going to be back? Everyone misses you!! I hope you are alright. From andy.
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