Thursday, April 17, 2008

Waking Up to a Nightmare

It is the strangest thing when your dreams are peaceful and the nightmare starts when you wake. Every morning I wake up and my dreams fade into the stark reality that is my present life. I get out of bed and get ready for the day (all the while the anxiety builds) and my stomach doesn't settle down until after I see daddy for the first time. Then I am OK until the last visit of the night when I leave him. Then the nightmare starts again until I finally dose off to my dreams.

At least my dreams are peaceful.

2 comments:

Brandy said...

We are praying for you and your family.

rooneytoon0708 said...

When are you going to be back? Everyone misses you!! I hope you are alright. From andy.